Forgot what I was doing for a moment.
For a split second I was trying to do something. For reasons that just go over my head. What was it that I wanted again? hm, oh yeah!
“Keep going, Kitty Cat.”
I wanted nothing
Frozen on the side of that canyon, my palms spread across the surface and my knees weak. I couldn’t move. I had nothing to do this for.
“You’re here. that’s enough. You’ve done enough. You have enough.”
I reached up and pulled myself to the next flat surface. I laid facing the horizon as the day started to break. Facing the realization I so long avoided.
but this voice in my head and the light of day.